Wildflowers

I wish I could be normal and not totally undeceive. I have lots going for me now & a sweet guy to talk to once in a while. I cant wait till it evolves into more. But im also very afraid. Ive been in love before & I found that love was more than just holding hands. I fear the same heartbreak. But what is life without taking scary chances. I just get so damn depressed. All i can do i try to remember to stay calm and not over think everything. Knowing my luck this will all fall apart in a week. :/ Can the rest of my life start picking up too please? 

“ Just cause I dont holler atchya doesnt mean I havent thought about you several times throughout the day.”

hes so sweet